Can it be writer's block if I haven't even started writing? What can I say? What do I have to write about? How can I have this drive to write but absolutely no idea of what to write about or where to start? This doesn't make any sense... I read other people's writing and blogs and (most) everyone sounds so eloquent and knowledgeable, and then there's me... feeling a little like I'm playing grown up (playing writer) or even a little like I'm drowning in my own language. Nothing I say sounds natural, everything is contrived, no response or post just seems to fly off of my fingertips.

When they talk about strengthening the writing muscle, they really mean it! I need to just get over the first few humps and then it will come to me. Please bear with me as I do. Or just ignore me - no hard feelings.